February is ending!! In a few minutes, actually. What did I say about this year being a new, fun and exciting one for me? Two months passed and I’m still the same old slacker. No, I actually changed just a tiny bit. I’ve been getting easily sick of people’s crap and narrow-mindedness. It’s getting kind of old.
I’ve also been ditching my classes lately. It’s the final period and I should be concentrating on all these school works but I can’t seem to find the motivation to do so. But just so you know, I’ve been skipping classes just to go home, not because I prefer being a bystander.
What’s bugging my mind is that I really really wanna go to Mayday’s concert.. But here’s the thing:
1. I’m trying my best to be thrifty for some unknown reasons.
2. I’ve been to BRF and they were there but I wasn’t able to watch them because I left early and I wasn’t an avid fan of them that time. (Yes, I know I’m so stupid)
3. I’ve been to Circuit Fest and they were there too! I was able to hear them play live but the feeling wasn’t there because I was just starting to like them that time and the only song of them that I was able to sing my heart out on to is Kids In Love. Yes, I know. You can punch me in the face now.
I’ve got a lot of things in mind and the last thing that I need are these research papers that I am doing alone with no one asking me if I need a hand. Though I prefer working alone.
Anyway, I’m listening to The Maine’s Pioneer while typing this so you know where them hugot feels came from.. and there it goes, it’s officially March. May March be filled with awesomeness and love.
47/365: Self-proclaimed Long Weekend
This Valentine’s Week is wayyyy wayyy wayyy better than last year or any other year lol I love my friends!
Wednesday: UP Fair with Sissy then chill at Darrel’s. Saw Abra and Chicosci again!! and saw Callalily for the first time though we didn’t see them play.
Thursday: Spent the day with Pardi and Ayan. We’re supposed to watch That Awkward Moment but it’s not showing at Gateway anymore so we end up watching Vampire Academy, then had coffee then we went to Parañaque.
Friday: (Valentine’s Day) Nuvali and Tagaytay with friends! Totally loved the chill vibe up there. But I hated the Viking at Sky Ranch, t’was nerve-wracking to ride that thing. Never again.
Saturday: Spent the night with Chin, her cousins, Marion & Fatima. We’re supposed to watch Starting Over Again but the tickets got sold out early. So we just ate at Icebergs and chilled at Graffiti.
42/365: Second Cheat Day of the Week
Hi! I am re-typing this because Tumblr is being such a fucking bitch a while ago
So this week is supposed to be our hell week but apparently, studying is not our main priority in life. We always seem to find a way to ease the stress on our minds.
Monday: Took 1 exam then had coffee, watched Robocop and ate at Red Mango with my fave couple. Third-wheeling like a pro, as usual.
Tuesday: Took 2 exams then had our late lunch at Rub, Timog. (Ah Ribs, you are heaven!!!) Had a lil’ roadtrip to Katip and had coffee in one of my fave chill spots, Xocolat!
I love Cheat Days & these peeps!
I should be editing our research methodology right now yet here I am, lurking on Tumblr and listening to party tunes. Speaking of, I really had a good time yesterday. I got to chill out with my PUP friends! Solid night. I wish for more nights like that. I slept on an inflatable love seat on Veron’s balcony. Yep, I was wearing sleeveless and I was glad I didn’t catch a cold or something. I didn’t even bother the cold when I slept around 4am. It felt good to sleep under the stars, watch airplanes go by and feel the cool breeze on your skin.
As of now, I’m fighting the urge to delete some posts here on my blog.. I feel like they’re all irrelevant and unimportant. My blogger feels just escaping every once in a while.
I am not exceptionally good at something. I lack in talent. I can turn from indecisive to impulsive in a matter of seconds. I easily lose motivation. My grammar sucks. I can be extremely weird sometimes. The number of times that I get distracted by cats is getting out of hand. I waste too much time doing things on my itouch. Even though I listen to party tunes, my heart still belongs to rock music.
I like writing, and every time I feel like I need to let some things out I immediately open the notes on my ipod and type away my thoughts. So I’ve been thinking.. is it okay if I publish my thoughts here on my blog? It’s not like I have readers or anything. I can’t fully explain why I am contemplating this decision. I want to share my feelings but I’m afraid that someone might judge me wholly just because I let my temporary feelings out.